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the secrets of a devil-angel relic
Created on 2001-06-14 01:01:38 (#181395), last updated 2003-11-21
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| Name: | The Rarity |
|---|---|
| Birthdate: | 01-15 |
| Location: | Tucson, Arizona, United States |
I'm not morbid.
Just understood. I don't feel depression as usual as some, and my smile is usually true. I like to think that I am flawless. A deity known to many, a nobody known to most. I practice my life with inveigle thoughts, and remain concious of my actions. I over-react. I blow up. I yell and scream. But this is only to the monsters in my head that nag and try to claw their way through my skull. My body is made of muscle and blood, of bones and marrow. But it's structure was produced from cyanide and honey. I am wrong, and sometimes I am right. I agree with the moon, and argue with the sun. The stars make my story true, and their constillations are pieces of my grim fairy tale. I sing lullaby's with a sirens choked tongue, and send others into the dark with a razor grin. I speak not loud, nor silent. I let myself be known. I am attitude. I am fake. I am everything. You, and soceity, are the parasites in my veins. And humanity is a fictional blemish. I inject myself with dreams, to chase away the nightmares. I'm an addict to the unknown.
I am the divine differance in the garbage you see, through blind eyes that only draw out black and white for you. I actually hate you. But I love every minute of that malice emotion. I have fornicated with bliss, and coveted with cruelty. I am the poison on your rabid tongue, and the foam behind your teeth. Think of me as always there, watching with a bizarre focus. I will taunt you into oblivion, and then create a utopia for your priceless/worthless needs. I will destroy your wants, though, and build them again with wire and silk. I bleed chimerical assets through my pores. I breed the epitome of reality with the ways of Neverland.
Do you understand me?
If you do, you have been living in my mind the entire time.
Scary.. isn't it?
Just understood. I don't feel depression as usual as some, and my smile is usually true. I like to think that I am flawless. A deity known to many, a nobody known to most. I practice my life with inveigle thoughts, and remain concious of my actions. I over-react. I blow up. I yell and scream. But this is only to the monsters in my head that nag and try to claw their way through my skull. My body is made of muscle and blood, of bones and marrow. But it's structure was produced from cyanide and honey. I am wrong, and sometimes I am right. I agree with the moon, and argue with the sun. The stars make my story true, and their constillations are pieces of my grim fairy tale. I sing lullaby's with a sirens choked tongue, and send others into the dark with a razor grin. I speak not loud, nor silent. I let myself be known. I am attitude. I am fake. I am everything. You, and soceity, are the parasites in my veins. And humanity is a fictional blemish. I inject myself with dreams, to chase away the nightmares. I'm an addict to the unknown.
I am the divine differance in the garbage you see, through blind eyes that only draw out black and white for you. I actually hate you. But I love every minute of that malice emotion. I have fornicated with bliss, and coveted with cruelty. I am the poison on your rabid tongue, and the foam behind your teeth. Think of me as always there, watching with a bizarre focus. I will taunt you into oblivion, and then create a utopia for your priceless/worthless needs. I will destroy your wants, though, and build them again with wire and silk. I bleed chimerical assets through my pores. I breed the epitome of reality with the ways of Neverland.
Do you understand me?
If you do, you have been living in my mind the entire time.
Scary.. isn't it?
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